"If I ever leave this world alive" -Flogging Molly

This song has stuck with me today. Not sure why but figured i'd share.

"If I Ever Leave This World Alive"
If I ever leave this world alive
I'll thank for all the things you did in my life
If I ever leave this world alive
I'll come back down and sit beside your feet tonight
Wherever I am you'll always be
More than just a memory
If I ever leave this world alive
If I ever leave this world alive
I'll take on all the sadness
That I left behind
If I ever leave this world alive
The madness that you feel will soon subside
So in a word don't shed a tear
I'll be here when it all gets weird
If I ever leave this world alive
So when in doubt just call my name
Just before you go insane
If I ever leave this world
Hey I may never leave this world
But if I ever leave this world alive
She says I'm okay;
I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right
She says I'm okay; I'm alright,
Though you have gone from my life
You said that it would,
Now everything should be all right
Yeah should be alright.

So I started this blog.

I will begin by fessing up and saying that I've been doing this privately for a couple of months now. After we lost our baby, I really just needed a place to be angry. Something I read suggested not letting anyone read it because you need a place to express yourself where you do not have to answer to anyone else. They were so right.

So now that I'm out of that cloud a little, I figured I'd go public! Well... not really. Because are there really that many people out there that want to read what I have to say? I have big plans for the new year and starting things out differently. A different attitude. A different focus. Maybe if I make things more public I will be more accountable to myself. Most of all, maybe I will just have a little fun while doing it.